Bite the bullet

[?]

(Yeah)
If giving up's so easy
Then why don't I fucking do it?
Bite the bullet
Barrel down my throat
Kill the pilot in the cockpit (Yeah, Ay)
It's about time I fucking lost it
Vomit in the sink is diluted
By water from the faucet (Uh)

Staring off into the horizon
The hypnotic picture painted
By a god that never loved me
Is this true? No? Maybe so?
But I'll die before I can get my answer
Insides rot like a fucking cancer
I've got all these people talking shit
But they just pass it off as banter
Asking for a modicum of respеct
But shouldn't that shit just be the standard?

Fine, I'll just stay drowsy, dancing
I'm losing hopе in my recovery
So I'd better take my chances
It's like...
God wants me to stay useless
May as well pull the plug
'cause I'm already losing
I can't think
Demons wrapped around my head
I can't see straight
It's like I've taken everything I've built
And driven it right off the fucking freeway