Birthday Call

You called me once
Late in the night
The day I was born
Two-nine years ago now
You spoke about
Some memories
And told me why
You don't wanna live anymore

Am I alone?
Am I disturbed?
These dinky grinds
Rub off my bones
Are you the same?
Are you crying sore?
Weeping for mom?
Waiting for salvation?

Sorry I'm disturbing you but I feel like something doesn't match
Off beating, up rose, banged-up was slowly growin' high
Don't wanna even try
I have a broken mind
Feeling like I'm lying in the sky

Some days the tree
Grows in the dark
My heart beats anyhow
Somehow that day
I leave aside
I hook on everyone

This is what you want
This is what you want
This is what you want
This is what you want
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation

Sometimes I dream
I'm always blind
I make a wish
To shooting stars
Don't let me down
Don't let me down
The summer breeze
The summer breeze

Sorry I'm disturbing you but I feel like something doesn't match (And knowning now, I feel the same)
Off beating, up rose, banged-up was slowly growin' high
Don't wanna even try
I have a broken mind
Feeling like I'm lying in the sky

Some days the tree
Grows in the dark
My heart beats anyhow
Somehow that day
I leave aside
I hook on everyone

This is what you want
This is what you want
This is what you want
This is what you want
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation
Carnation