Birthday

I got my tarot read
From a friend cross-legged sitting on her bed
She told me things are looking up

But there’s one small block
That could fuck it all up
She told me I won’t grow
If I don’t let you go

I got a win today
You would make us celebrate
If you were still around

I have never been
Much for little wins
But you made me appreciate 'em all
Big and small

Happy birthday
All I want to do is celebrate
Happy birthday
I hope you’re not alone

A year ago
We drove up the coast
To Santa Barbara

We joined a winery
To fool ourselves and play make believe
It was easier then to just pretend
But once again

And the love hangs around me like a scar on my thumb
Every day it fades a little more
But it’s a part of me now
When I look down, you’re around

I’m doing fine these days
I’m even starting to date
It’s exciting

I could see myself
Loving someone else
I wonder if you feel the same way
And that you’re okay

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
I hope you're not alone