BiiiNo (I Miss You)

[Intro: (Sample)]
Is not a single moment that I don't miss you
Not a single moment in which I'm not thinking about how I'll love to give you that awkward face to face hug
Where you're like yo, put me down, and I'm ignoring you 'cause I'm- I miss you
And without you, I feel empty and I feel nothing sometimes
I lost a big portion of my heart June 28, 2020
I will never be the same
My best friend forever, your mom
I love you Trey, I miss you lots
(I wish we got to know you more, yeah)
(I like you and I miss you)
(I miss you)

[Verse 1: Focus..., Sample, & Sample with Cocoa Sarai]
I ain't supposed to be writing a song
We supposed to be smokin' grass on the lawn
And we supposed to be laughin' at jokes you would tell on the phone
Me and moms, your brothers and sisters can't believe that you gone
And I'm hurtin' that you ain't where you belong
(I really miss you)
I got mad at you, you got mad at me
Baby boy turned twenty-two, but never would see twenty-three
Tried to make it right, but we had similar identities
(Ooh yeah, yeah)
You swear you know better than me, but that's part of your pedigree
(Ooh, I really miss you)
You know your mama hurtin' bad
She said you the best friend she ever had
And she double mad
Because homie that took your life had a few doubles
And thought he could make it home without troubles
And it ended bad
And I was sittin' where we're at
(Ooh, I really miss you)
Know it to the core, my heart fell on the floor
And your mother told me you wasn't with us no more
We know how it felt to grieve like a finish decor
It ain't fair, I know that sounds so immature
But this kind of pain is so hard to endure
Gotta accept that I ain't gon' see you charge through the door
And I regret that we ain't fix what you were mad at me for
So I been crying at my eyes and just burnin' the sore
I can't deny that I made a lot of mistakes, you wasn't one of them
I'm proud you had my name case you're wondering
One of my prize possessions like a diamond
And proud you tried to get your life on track where you was at was bad timing
(I really miss you)
You was a good kid and great young man (Yeah)
You did a good job, your fate wasn't plan (Yeah)
A grateful angel is Satan again
He knew my family's strong, he just tried to break it again
But I ain't atheist, I pray to God, straight to the man
Amen
(I miss you)
Yeah, I'm just a man, but then again
I know who I am and understand I need replenishing
Your cousin Vicky died 'cause what she ain't got no medicine
Yeah, I wanna give up, how I'm feeling, so irrelevant
This life feels so malevolent
(Ooh, I really miss you)
And you know what sucks?
Too many people have stuff to say 'bout what was up with us
I'm sure it was tough enough for you while you was growing up
Women tryna gain your trust, niggas acting lame as fuck
And all you wanted to do was save a buck
(Ooh, I really miss you)
So I'ma say it this way (Yeah)
Ain't no real fathers I know that would ever pray for this day
You're a blood on my blood so I gave you my name and my face
Your friends and all are family, your mom keep them in their space
I ain't gon' lie, it's hard to have them in mine
'Cause it remind me that your father missed a lot of good times
And it makes me feel so disgrace, and it makes me feel so ashame
I put the game before ya'll, and instead ya'll ahead of this game
I learn my lesson, but I hate I have to learn it this way
What more can I say? The bible said I have to hope to see you one day
I really miss
(Ooh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 2: Cocoa Sarai & Cocoa Sarai with Sample]
Ooh, grower older, getting harder to live
A parent shouldn't have to bury a kid
A parent shouldn't have to bury
Ooh, I really miss you
Mm, and it doesn't get easy enough (Ooh, no, no)
I feel guilty if I try to let go
I can't let it go, no

[Outro: Sample]
Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah