Biggest Fear

[Hook]
I done done some things that you wouldn't dare
I looked death in the eye and I wasn't scared
Homie wrote a statement on me and he didn't care
Betrayal comes from trust and that's my biggest fear
I thought this rap shit would make us millionaires
Instead we talking to the plug tryna get ahead
I'm riding with the mob till I'm fixed to the chair
Betrayal comes from trust, that's my biggest fear

[Verse 1]
They say every rap I talk about the spoon
But you gotta understand I never went to school
I never had a car, no bitches, no jewels
Dropped out ninth grade, there was holes in my shoes
It wasn't her fault, shit my mom did her best
My dad did too but I wondered what was next
Ken was on the corner, used to watch from the step
My dad caught the bus but Ken had the Lex
Hamish grew up dirty, everybody used to tease him
He might go a day or two, his mama wouldn't feed him
She got food stamps but she sold 'em to the demons
He told me he was cool but I never would believe him
I wonder where I'll be when I'm forty five
I'll probably be in jail if I'm still alive
Probably go see my son, try and get a nine
Gotta feed my little brothers, a word to my mom

[Hook]
I done done some things that you wouldn't dare
I looked death in the eye and I wasn't scared
Homie wrote a statement on me and he didn't care
Betrayal comes from trust and that's my biggest fear
I thought this rap shit would make us millionaires
Instead we talking to the plug tryna get ahead
I'm riding with the mob till I'm fixed to the chair
Betrayal comes from trust, that's my biggest fear

[Verse 2]
I wonder if it's Heaven for a drug lord
Every time I went to jail it made me want more
Your homie's got his own wife but he wants yours
Don't threaten my life if you want yours
Looking at my kids, this the motivation
A person you love, you can grow to hate 'em
They still gon' fuck with him while I show his statement
I gave all my friends a chance and there's no debating
My feelings died with my mom and I ain't settling
There's ice in my heart, it's the evidence
The grim reaper at the door, I'ma let him in
You can't name one man that they never said
Went from chi-chis, now we're eating on the lobsters
Somebody stole from me, hope he's eating at his conscience
No business with my friends, every move was a minus
Told the sucker "Get some money", he gon' prove a top dog

[Hook]
I done done some things that you wouldn't dare
I looked death in the eye and I wasn't scared
Homie wrote a statement on me and he didn't care
Betrayal come from trust and that's my biggest fear
I thought this rap shit would make us millionaires
Instead we talking to the plug tryna get ahead
I'm riding with the mob till I'm fixed to the chair
Betrayal comes from trust, that's my biggest fear