Big Dreamer

Sigh..

[Verse]
I'm growing tired of being so uninspired
I wonder if I light a spliff will I regain the fire?
I mean I barely got hired I need to eat and the weed is the fastest way to get fired
I’m working double jobs
Dealing with the pressure I'm feeling just like a wrestler
I’m masking my own emotions and jumping over the ropes
I still got plenty to prove
Still at the party with Henny and Groove
Cause I.. need a distraction unless you find me..
Tiring my body to cure my restless mind
It's quite a toll
So where am I ‘posed to find the time to worry about my soul?
“Don't become an adult”.. Is all they told us
As if I got the power to freeze time and stop us from getting older
They worry about global warming but people are getting colder
I'm reaching out
If you got time to speak about
Something realer than the shit I mentioned in my last EP
If I could I would smash CDs and go vocal
Cause I ain't tryna be labeled a local artist
I'm aiming for the office at the oval
A big dreamer

[Hook]
And may I vent just one more time x3
Promised I'd put all the past behind
And may I vent just one more time x3
Promised I'd leave all the past behind

[Verse]
Big dreamer
In the city with fever
In the city if you don't love her then leave her
In the city of selective amnesia
They love you once you got it;
Forget you like disbelievers the second you flop
Burning the seeds and hoping for crops
The minute I drop
The ground shaking it's ground breaking
These visions are way too vivid but fakers be downplaying my genius
I'm just saying I mean this from the very fuckin' bottom of my heart
From the start, all I got is honesty inside my wind pipe
I'm talking back when all I had was just a built in mic and then we strike forgive us if we ain't cool with n*ggas that don't deliver on time and unreliable with us
And that’s my word

[Hook]
And may I vent just one more time x3
Promised I'd put all the past behind
And may I vent just one more time x3
Promised I'd leave all the past behind