Big Deal

[Verse 1]
It’s okay I guess
Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest?
(Why do you?)
I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong
(What to do?)
I’ve cried what a waste of tears
What a waste of years of my life
(What a waste of years of my life)

[Chorus]
It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real
It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

[Verse 2]
Everything you said upset you
Everything you said made you sad
Every time I made a mistake, I apologized
But you won’t do the same
I take the blame

[Chorus]
It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real
It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal