Big Brother (Freestyle)

[Verse]
Danny just said I been like a big bro to him, yeah
Then my little brother said "Hey Zae, hey where you been?" hey
I know that I'm out here, I been countin' up the sins, yeah
Oh my god, my feelings, hey not tryna reminisce, hey
Then it catches up and they tell me wrap it up, yeah
Been ruinn' thru the hundreds, I'm not tryna add it up, look
Mackin' with my honey and she said she lackin' trust, yeah
Dippin' with the wind and I been tryna catch a rush, yeah
Everyday I miss sleep
Telling you my dreams deep
I know that I overthink
End the cycle, repeat
Gotta pick the phonе up, I know I'm late
Tell me if you'rе growing, then you know it's great
Are you really crazy if you know you're crazy?
Tell me in this instant what would make you whole?
Everyday I feel this, I been lookin' for some hope, yeah
Then I finally get it when they bringin' through some hold-up, yeah
Hey man, young Zae calm, mhm
I been in the field for the long run, yeah
Everyone tellin' me they know me, yeah
Tell 'em y'all phony in it, hey
Doing what I do, y'all gettin' slow
And I know y'all tired of gettin' old, yeah
In my dreams my teeth been missin' whoa, yeah
Tryin' not to see just what they mean, hm