Big Ass Pride

Don't know why, I wanna waste my time
When I just make you cry every day
Came home and I
Feel fuckin' dead inside
But I still my big ass pride, hides it away

Because I don't know
If I'm really alright
All I know is I am dead inside

I guess I lost hope
To ever be revived
With my big ass pride

Sometimes I tend to get way too high
I wanna reach the sky
For there, I’d stay

Calm my clouds over my head, rain dry
But still my big ass pride, hides it away

Because I don't know
If I'm really alright
All I know is I am dead inside

I guess I lost hope
To ever be revived
With my big ass pride

I'm afraid of that big mess I made
But I still my big ass pride, hides it away