Beyond

[Verse]
Do you think of me
When you're fast asleep
Cause I used to be your dream
Too many nights since then
Think of what could have been
Now I'm too afraid to go outside
But I took a trip
And ended up right where I started
Except that I forgot where my heart is
"Get a grip" it's what I say to myself
When I've been looking in the mirror
Ignoring what might help

[Chorus]
I tried to forget
It didn't work out
Yeah it messed up my head
And now I'm beyond
A remedy or a quick fix yeah
The landing I couldn't stick it
I been living in any ditch I find
Cause I messed up my heart
I think I tore it apart

[Verse]
Am I who I am whenever you're gone
Cause I wanna be the version of me
That thinks of you often
When I begin to soften
Everything I feel and I start to seem
Better off
Yeah I'm a little behind in the timeline
Cause I wish I was still in your life now
But you're gone
And I've been coming to terms with that last part
I've been dying to tear you from my heart

[Chorus]
I tried to forget
It didn't work out
Yeah it messed up my head
And now I'm beyond
A remedy or a quick fix yeah
The landing I couldn't stick it
I been living in any ditch I find
Cause I messed up my heart
Think I tore it apart