Beyond Beautiful (Swan Songs Version)

I'd love to hate you and I hate to say goodbye
Although it's real I've been living in a lie
The more I know, the more I hate
I have to run
I deceive myself
It's like necking with a gun

For this time I start to realize that life's a bitch
She hits you in the face and gives a tender Judas Kiss
Every thought is like salt in my wounds
Until they're scarred I think she's bothering you too

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
I am losing you pace by pace
You're beyond beautiful

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful

I hate to love you but I do, I can't deny
I found myself by losing you in better lies
It's five past twelve, maybe I was still too young
I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
I'm losing you pace by pace
You're beyond beautiful

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
For the last time your perfect face
Pale and dead

In a different place
When I carry you to your grave
You're beyond beautiful