Between Us Freestyle

[Verse]
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Between us, I still got some shit to say
You know I love to talk it out, it's the same shit on a different day
And you can say that that's a bit dramatic
Like Mickey man, I'm past his prime, maybe I should quit tryna swing at it
But it's a deep feeling, it's automatic
I let it fly cause if it's real, you know it's supposed to happen
I kinda feel like I'm missing the truth
I kinda feel like you happened to me but I didn't happen to you
Like does that make sense a bit?
Or am I overthinking, it's always been my worst habit
I feel like you took my heart and you stabbed it
Now all I can do is take the feeling, write it up and I rap it
Like the truest lack of bullets, I'm not capping, I'm brain racking
Did you get the answer to the questions that you really asking?
Well I didn't, now I'm knee deep in this music shit and I'm trippin'
Some days I feel like quittin'
I shoulda got the degree and just stayed with it
No sense in coming back to these old feelings and reminiscin'
I feel like I'm frozen out in the snow now
We just talked for the first time in like 3 months on the phone now
And I ain't seen you in person in like I don't know how long
I'm stuck with these feelings you hate, I let it go, but it stay strong
Like we don't even follow each other now
I know you like to check in on the Instagram cause you ain't seen me around
I know you still watch my story everyday
I know you jealous of her but you acting like you ain't
And you can say that that's a bit obsessive too
But trust me, I got green in my eyes, we following the same route
Cause we've been doing this shit, leaving fingerprints, no glove
Or maybe that's the real fuckin definition of love
Damn, let that shit sink in
You switching up from my IG now you focused on LinkedIn
I guess I never really grew up, that's probably why you moved on
And I get hella anxious whenever I ain't really have a basket to shoot on
You feel me on that?
I wonder if you even still like listen to rap
I wonder how your mom is, I know she wasn't doing well
I think about that shit everyday if you couldn't tell
And you told me now that you ain't got a new mans
You did not, and shouldn't tell me that you got no plans
And I agree that text with her, keep laughing aside
I ain't gotta bump the Yamahas to tell that's a lie
Like why we even frontin' now?
I see it clearly, yeah, I know we taking different routes
You moving out from Silicon to LA
And you're getting closer girl, but I'm sure it's too late, uh
Yeah, I'm sure it's too late
I really wish you caught me on a different day
I really wish you'd see me in some different ways
I swear it's only strike 2, put me back to the plate, uh
But I know you see it differently
Sure you happy to get rid of me
And if I had it my way, I'd do this all again
Oh, but things change, don't they