​better yet

[Intro: Mezha]
Deep down I wish we never even met

[Verse 1: Mezha]
Deep down I wish we never even met
Sorry for trippin' over small things
I know it’s better when I'm quiet
I know your heart is full of regrets
Deep down I wish we never even met
Every moment of my life I don't feel real
I’ll just let it slide, I don't wanna reveal
Missing something, there seems to be disconnect
Why don't I feel better yet
When working out this pain and sorrow
I'll just say there's better sun tomorrow
Don't know when this ends, is it over yet
There's so much I just wanna forget
I live in my head, I wanna live in yours
But you mess with it instead
Why you do it, I'm not sure
I don’t piece it together like a puzzle
So when I start to cry I start to crumble
I start thinkin’ about the months and days I spent
Everything I kept close to my chest
Wonderin' why it was never addressed
But you can tell on my own I’m doing my best

[Verse 2: Capoxxo]
You left me so hurt
I don't know what's worse
In the background
That means I'm thinkin’ 'bout the last month
I been drinkin' every day but I'm not givin' up
I been thinkin' 'bout the way the feelings split up
[?] still gettin' payed for all the shit we love
And I promise it'll be okay
And I think it will all make sense one day
You don't have to trust what I say
I'll always be there for you anyway

[Outro: Mezha]
When working out this pain and sorrow
I'll just say there's better sun tomorrow
Don't know when this ends, is it over yet
There's so much I just wanna forget
Why don't I feel better yet