Better Than I Ever Was

[Verse 1]
Getting high as any loving God
Would allow me to get
Eating trash and making
Highly irresponsible bets

Felt like stock footage of a fox
Slowly returned to the Earth
There was a glacial indifference
A stunning dearth of self-worth

I was confusing my self
With what I did to survive
When the floor came up to meet me
And found me less than alive

As my normal dumb blood
Was slowly leaking out
But I guess so went the hemoglobin
Went the weight of my doubts

[Pre-Chorus]
“You’re going through something and it’s not normal”
Forgetting the days in a grief-based wormholе
The self-talk you use could bе a bit more cordial
“You're going through something it’s normal”

[Chorus]
We’re doing better than I ever was
Shooting confetti cannons just because
We are a swarm of bees can you hear the buzz?
We’re doing better than I ever was

[Verse 2]
I’ve got a billion best buddies inside of me
You do too you just need to think Probiotically
And we are less “us” than “them”
But still long for the touch of that hem
Should not in God but guts we trust
It’s inside of thee!

[Pre-Chorus]
“You’re going through something and it's not normal”
“You're going through something it’s normal”

Where’s my light switch, where’s MY light switch!

[Chorus]
We’re doing better than I ever was
Shooting confetti cannons just because
We are a swarm of bees can you hear the buzz?
We’re doing better than I ever was

We’re doing better than I ever was
Shooting confetti cannons just because
We are a swarm of bees can you hear the buzz?
We’re doing better than I ever was