Better off this way

both of us were side by side,
i could have told you but instead i lied,
clear my head, i think i’m better off dead,
i think i’ll stay here in my bed,
it’s 2am, but i’m on my phone again,
and i can never tell if i’m awake or dreaming,
waiting for your call.

the truth has set me free,
and now i’m better off this way,
you don’t need guidance to find my home,
ignore the patterns till i’m all alone,
you’ve took me to that place before,
i’m here just standing at your door.
i’ll look your demons in the eyes,
and tell you just your be just fine.

feels just like i put a bullet in my brain,
just to numb the pain,
and i can never understand,
why i always let you down,
but i can’t ever change the past,
i’m on my phone again,
and i can never tell if i’m awake or dreaming,
waiting for your call.

the truth has set me free,
and now i’m better off this way,
don’t need guidance to find my home,
ignore the patterns till i’m all alone,
you’ve took me to that place before,
i’m still here just standing at your door,
i’d look your demons in the eyes,
and tell you just your be just fine.