Better Off Dead

Chorus:
Let's forget about that past
I'm just tryna get up in that ass
I'm just tryna think will this all last
But I thought too hard and it hurt to bad
Thought too hard and it hurt my head
Am I better off dead

Verse:
Better off dead than better off alive
Not too bad if I had three lives
Only got one, I done fell two times
Gotta fix this up, chaos in my mind
Yeah, I learned a lot, still gotta get it right
Gotta lotta fixing, I just gotta go hide
Hoping you gon fix me up
I'm just needing just a little pick me up
Hoping you'll stay with me yeah
Hoping you won't waste me
Hoping you'll stay with me and you'll never replace me
Hoping that you'll never switch up on you're feelings and hate me
Thoughts are roaming too far as of lately

Chorus:
Let's forget about that past
I'm just tryna get up in that ass
I'm just tryna think will this all last
But I thought too hard and it hurt to bad
Thought too hard and it hurt my head
Am I better off dead

Verse:
Thought that I was better off the way I was
Will I say the same thing when I'm pouring out blood
Will I say the same thing when I think that I'm done
Damn I hope so, I just wanna keep on thinking you're the one
You're the one I'm needing and I promise its necessity
Codependent and I promise I just need you next to me
I'm just scared living how all the dying legends be
Maybe I'm just next and I'm living out my destiny
I was destined
If you watch I'mma be the next in
Every session teaching lessons
Ya'll gon watch me one day I'mma make a bigger bang than Smith and Wesson

Chorus:
Let's forget about that past
I'm just tryna get up in that ass
I'm just tryna think will this all last
But I thought too hard and it hurt to bad
Thought too hard and it hurt my head
Am I better off dead