Better Now

[Verse 1]
Mother, I swear I'm better now
Last year's sickness is finally dying down
I've been getting out of bed and taking my meds
I even go outside
If that's not enough to make me alright, then why even try?

[Verse 2]
Well pastor, I can assure you I am fixed
And crying in public doesn't mean that I'm sick
I haven't been eating or sleeping, but that's irrelevant
'Cause I can cover the thorn in my side wearing my Sunday best

[Chorus]
Half of me is in denial
The other won't stop its feeling
So when I tell you that I'm all better now
I don't know who's speaking

[Verse 3]
Father, I'm better now I promise
I've managed to tie myself to an overpriced office
No, I don't need to talk, I don't want to write
There's nothing left to say
I turned out like you would expect me to as a descendant of quiet shame

[Chorus]
Half of me is in denial
The other won't stop is feeling
So when I tell you that I'm all better now
I don't know who's speaking

[Outro]
I'm better now, I promise
I'm better now, I promise
I'm better now, I promise
There's no use in being honest