Better

Summers end, by the campfire
All my friends, in our empire
Wasted time never feels wasted when I’m wasted

Lately I, I’ve been questioning
What I, what I’m doing here
I’m burdened by the weight of who we were, and it hurts

To leave, please
Don’t make me feel guilty, I know I’m guilty
Please, I’m so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city
We had the time of our lives but now that's history
And I hope you miss me

I can’t keep coming out
Getting fucked up on whatеver
I know I gotta grow up
But I wanna stay young forever
I got big drеams inside my head, my diamonds’ made under pressure
And I’m here I’m wondering if I’ll ever get my shit together
Oh oh oh, cause I’m not ready to be better
But all I want is to be better

All my friends, being distant
Just cements my decision
I can see that I was made for something different

Growing pains, I’m changing
And it’s strange, I’m not complainin’
But do I always have to learn the hard way? (Why am I like this?)

I can’t keep coming out
Getting fucked up on whatever
I know I gotta grow up
But I wanna stay young forever
I got big dreams inside my head, my diamonds’ made under pressure
And I’m here I’m wondering if I’ll ever get my shit together
Oh-oh-oh, cause I’m not ready to be better
But all I want is to be better, I'm not ready to be better, yeah

I'm the king, of plan stuff and never do it
It's a thing, bad luck and no improvement
And every year rolled back up these resolutions
But there's never movement, still I wanna be a better human
It's overwhelming when I look back at the growth
They remember finish lines, you remember slopes
And how you had to peddle with a couple broken spokes
I'm not where I need to be but give me time I think I'm close

Please
Don’t make me feel guilty, I know I’m guilty
Please, I’m so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city
We had the time of our lives but now that's history
And I hope you miss me, I can't keep coming out

Please
Don’t make me feel guilty, I know I’m guilty
Please, I’m so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city
We had the time of our lives but now that's history
And I hope you miss me