Beta Blocker

I haven't slept in so long
It feels like weeks
My mind's in overdrive now
My muscles atrophied
In fear of all the angles
All the reasons I can't breathe
Never sure if I can come away remitting this dependency

In constant fear and doubt of death and all unsure
I need something to calm my nerves now
Nothing that the drugs can't cure

A total plague of worry
In need of logic's reason
Do I want these sedatives to settle all my doubt?
Not sure of side effects or repercussions anymore
Not sure if I want to feel the psychotropics anymore