Best Life Freestyle

[Intro]
Issues and mental health
Sleep is all we do
Always keep me wide awake, wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask
This is all so fake...

[Verse 1]
I had a thing for her when Mary was a C class
Now I see her when I speed past when I'm driving on the M-way
Ain't never had no mentor, all I wanted was a sensei
Now the wax goes on and off until the reaper tells me checkmate
But right now I need rent paid
Never been a slacker, been a stoner
Picked the line up, sold some yola
But I never got addicted to that life
Tension was so thin I could've cut it with a knife
I barely ever got no sleep, I couldn't rest if I tried
I wonder what it's like to grow up happier than most
It's early morning, deep in thought, the toaster's blacker than my toast
Tryna cleanse my lungs, don't put no baccy near my roach
My plug said "this one here is top-shelf" so I'm happy, I suppose
I wonder if I'll make it out, I'm paranoid I'm breaking down
I love this world but hate my town, can never be complacent
Both have similar goals but know our paths are not adjacent
I want everyone to win but they're all thinking I'm outracing
I feel like we've been wasting all our time
I don't even know if we both think that it's alright
I've done some things, I really should've told you next time
I fucked with karma, ain't got patience, please don't test mine
All these things I really should forget, yeah
But now I'm tryna live life, I'm tryna live finally

[Hook]
And now I'm feeling like we're racing (Oh)
Got all these potions that I'm taking (Oh)
I'm out here tryna live my best life, I can't feel this way again
I wish I could feel this way so take time
I wonder if there'll be a next time
I'm out here tryna live my best life, I can't feel this way again
I wish I could feel this way again

[Verse 2]
I don't eat caviar or lobster, I eat chicken wraps
I'm kicking back my feet up on the sofa
In my mouth there is a spliff attached
Feeling dis-attached from all these people in the room
I'm high, and that's anxiety, that's just what I assume
I had a dream I was stuck in Notre Dame and can't battle the fumes
I just mask all my emotions with this smoke that I consume
I don't like the drama
Punch the walls but give you piping after
Be your knight in shining armour
I hope that they rate me, things looking hopeful-er lately
Quit? They won't ever make me
My name will spread like selling dope in the 80's
Problems we've been facing again
I'm back and forth around my block, I'm here just pacing again

[Bridge]
Oh, I know (Oh)
You hate me blowing in smoke (Oh)
And I been losing control
It's not a race or a game, cos' I been playing the same

[Hook]
And now I'm feeling like we're racing (Oh)
Got all these potions that I'm taking (Oh)
I'm out here tryna live my best life, I can't feel this way again
I wish I could feel this way so take time
I wonder if there'll be a next time
I'm out here tryna live my best life, I can't feel this way again
I wish I could feel this way again

[Outro]
Again, I feel it again
I miss you again (Oh, Oh)
Again, I feel it again
I miss you again (Oh, Oh)