“Like everyone else, I spent lockdowns seeing very few people, if any. All I had was online communication, and it looked like some people were actually having a pretty amazing time.
Once lockdowns ended and I started hanging out with people again, it hit me that social media is such a facade and tha...
[Chorus]
Saying I'm living my best life
When I hate my fucking job
Party with people I don't like
Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough
Tell you I'm living my best life
But I actually self-destruct
Tell you I'm living my best life
And you're watching me fuck it up
[Verse 1]
I turn a good thing to a bad thing
I'm always sad, like what happened
I think your smile is distracting
Is it real, is it acting?
I complain and never take action
Just to see somebody's reaction
Then I hide my pain behind passion
My mental health is not fashion
[Chorus]
Saying I'm living my best life
When I hate my fucking job
Party with people I don't like
Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk еnough
Tell you I'm living my best life
But I actually sеlf-destruct
Tell you I'm living my best life
And you're watching me fuck it up
[Post-Chorus]
And you're watching me fuck it up
And you're watching me fuck it up
[Verse 2]
She give me real love, and I doubt it
Don't trust anybody around me
Get drunk to keep myself grounded
My depression's clouding my judgement
I complain and never take action
Just to see somebody's reaction
Then I hide my pain behind passion
My mental health is not fashion
[Chorus]
Saying I'm living my best life
When I hate my fucking job
Party with people I don't like
Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough
Tell you I'm living my best life
But I actually self-destruct
Tell you I'm living my best life
And you're watching me fuck it up
[Post-Chorus]
And you're watching me fuck it up
And you're watching me fuck it up
BEST LIFE! was written by Caj Flow.
BEST LIFE! was produced by Caj Flow.
Caj Flow released BEST LIFE! on Fri Sep 24 2021.