Best Junkie You Adore

[Verse 1]
Dreamless sleeps, unbrushed hair
Week late, plates are everywhere
Bladder full, teeth not brushed
Don't judge, fuck, you're just no fun
I'm back here, hands purple-toned
They've all gone, I'm far from home
And no one plays the game like I can

[Pre-Chorus]
Kidney failure's waving hi
She's skipping 'round the corner
With a bouquet to let me know
I've not been a good daughter

[Chorus]
I hate what I am, I hate what I've done
I hate that I'm scared, I hatе that it's not fun
Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes
I'll speed and I'll crash, hatе my sunken face

[Post-Chorus]
I'm circling around again
But please, can we just play pretend?

[Verse 2]
If you want to be great you can die at 28
27's on the nose, so go strike your forever pose
I'm so weak, wish I weren't, no intent to change my shirt
No intent to change a thing, no, I won't answer when you ring

[Chorus]
I hate what I am, I hate what I've done
I hate that I'm scared, I hate that it's not fun
Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes
I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face

[Post-Chorus]
I'm circling around again
But please can we just play pretend?

[Bridge]
Everything I love is slowly skipping 'round the corner
But I'm in the well, wishing hard, best junkie you adore so

[Chorus]
I hate what I am, I hate what I've done
I hate that I'm scared, I hate that it's not fun
Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes
I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face

[Post-Chorus]
I'm circling around again
But please, can we just play pretend?