Best Days

[Verse]
They fucked me over, but I got my own back
'Cause I got my own back
Put that on my coke stash
They ain't got my wisdom, maybe I'm a throwback
Write "greatness" on my gravestone
"Legend" on my toe tag
The street of the house I was living in before I lost my innocence
Never looked so small and insignificant
But life's just a drop in the ocean
And time ain't stopping for no one
I've lied, I've bothered, I've stolen
It's the grind, don't knock it
No pride, no nothing, I'm broken
Fuck it, I don't feel shit
It's nothing I can't deal with
You cunts say you're the realest, I'm just being a realist
Address me as the GOAT
I'm not dead yet, but the devil got my soul though
Bury me in Polo, bury me in Polo
Yo, you're not a man 'til you got nobody to go run to
Or until you've cried over a bitch that don't love you
People say time is a healer, it's so untrue
Don't wish the days away, life's something you don't rush through
I don't know what I was down in the dumps for
Give me head on a mountain like Rushmore
These should be my best days, but I'm not even sleeping, I've got chest pains
Spend my weekend in my bed because I need to get my rent paid
Take it easy, don't overdo it
We're all going through it
Death feels realer every day that I get closer to it
I don't know how I'm supposed to do this
I count my blessings like a homeless person counting his pennies up
And squeeze them tight in the palm of my hand until I'm shedding blood
I just spent this last year trying not to self-destruct
The devil had his foot on my fucking neck and weren't letting up

[Outro]
On my way and I don't know where, but I feel like I'm almost there (Almost there)
On my way and I don't know where, but I feel like I'm almost there
I can't overthink it, I'm all by myself
And I can't, smoking, waiting, because I'm here by myself