Beside Myself

[Chorus]
I'm beside myself
Count me blessed by the holy ghost
Stressed out
I been losing friends they look like dominos
Waiting for a pot of gold
I don't ever want my fam to ever sweat it
But that's how it goes
Take another risk with no regrets
They tell me it's part of the process
I am what I am I guess
They tell me it's part of the process
I am what I am I guess

[Verse 1]
Should I take it to heart
You want me to glow or not?
Should I say that its art
You want me to fold? I'm not
Listen up I gotta novel to start
No, I ain’t make it on tape
So can you gimmе your eyes
And can you open your mind?
You makе me feel it like Stevie
I swear to god you a genie
But I don't give you attention
And girl for that you been needy
I heard a lie worth believing but
Like my story you read me
Just told your momma you’d keep me
But in the tone of a question

[Chorus]
I'm beside myself
Count me blessed by the holy ghost
Stressed out
I been losing friends they look like dominos
Waiting for a pot of gold
I don't ever want my fam to ever sweat it
But that's how it goes
Take another risk with no regrets
They tell me it's part of the process
I am what I am I guess
They tell me it's part of the process
I am what I am I guess

[Verse 2]
I can make your fantasy your real-life
I know you don’t know what that could feel like
Drowning in my messes like a high tide
I'm fallin' back and only cuz it feel right
I swear to god you know magic
Baby
I’m not gonna have it, baby
If I the other way
I'll get caught up in traffic
I know the truth can be tragic baby
What’s real never lasted baby
No matter how unattached
You could always still gravitate me

[Chorus]
I'm beside myself
Count me blessed by the holy ghost
Stressed out
I been losing friends they look like dominos
Waiting for a pot of gold
I don't ever want my fam to ever sweat it
But that's how it goes
Take another risk with no regrets
They tell me it's part of the process
I am what I am I guess
They tell me it's part of the process
I am what I am I guess