benefit

[Verse 1]
Honestly I really couldn't blame you all
I know you- I know you were tryna hurt me
But anything could hit me, I ain't ever taking a fall
[?] people on me because I'm perfect
Back when I was young I didn't even think I'd live very long
So I was rolling off them beans and I was dirty
Always been a sinner never knew I had to give it to God
Can't in my life and misery cause' I was thirsty

[Verse 2]
Fuck the camera I don't see no one ahead of me
Just remember they gon' keep you close if you're the enemy
Bro stay on delivered, I don't owe you fucking anything
Focus on yourself, stop trying to be apart of everything
I can't have no brother if he filled with hella jealousy
They hate me cause' I turned to God and seen the benefits
The same people hatin' prolly ask me "What you tellin' me"
They don't wanna make it public cause' they know I'll terror them

[Verse 3]
I make this music, it's my medicine
I can never give a single fuck about who I'm better than
I'm glad I realised that I was a degenerate
I changed for the better so I don't feel no embarrassment
I remember I just did [?] with my intelligence
I remember chewing pills just to keep it together bitch
I really never thought I would make it here
I'm just tryna build suttin'
I dont wanna blow right up and disappear

[Verse 4]
This the only thing I'm good at, I ain't in this game for play
I had to open up my eyes, I had to paper chase
[?] like jellies and my guys they're just some throwaways
I was in my shed, I had my pipe and I was blowin' haze
Nothing else could take me out, I know I'm going great
Fuck the competition, do this shit my own way
And you could hate me, you could like me I don't give a shit
Just know that if you chose the darkness, you just took the wrong way