Beneath the Skin

I feel a change inside
Something far beneath the skin
My demons are awakening
I feel them deep within
I never thought i’d make it
To see the next day
But here i am faking my existence like a game

I ponder my whole life
Why am i even alive
When my body’s gone so numb
That i feel nothing inside

Don’t even wanna try
I’m not even gunna lie
Every day when i wake up
I just wanna end my life

Thesе emotions are so dumb
My head’s banging likе a drum
So i pop a couple pills
And my whole body goes numb

These feelings are too much
Guess i’m really losing touch
Of what’s real and what is not
So i’ll end it with a gun

I feel a change inside
Something far beneath the skin
My demons are awakening
I feel them deep within
I never thought i’d make it
To see the next day
But here i am faking my existence like a game

I’ve struggled my whole life
Just to feel like i’m alive
I’m decaying inside
So i’ll never be alright
No, i’ll never be alright