Beneath My Sleeves

(Let your guard down
You don't have to fight it
This is your song
You don't have to share it)

I just want you next to me but that's all a dream
Broken like you
That thing between your eyes
But you act like nothing's fucking wrong
I can't do this by myself
Please tell me why I ruin
Every fucking thing that I've ever loved
Ever touched
I know I'll never be enough for you

All you did was watch while I fell apart
Kept cutting me with shards from a broken heart
Fall asleep in my arms like it was nothing to you
Now tell me

Does it feel good to hurt me
To know that you're lurking inside of every thought
Tell me do you feel happy
To watch yourself stabbing me in the fucking heart
Does watching the blood drip
Put a smile to your lips
Does it make you feel strong
Does watching me die
From the fucking inside
Make you laugh while you sing along
While you sing along

I know you'll always be beneath my sleeves
Forever feel the scars burn
Laugh and watch me bleed
Can't feel anything
Self destruction she caused
Fucking hurts
Why can't I just let go
Shadows swallow me whole
Phantoms following home like your ghost
Memories that won't fade
And don't dull like the blade
Passing through like a knife to the veins
Wish you would have stayed

All you did was watch while I fell apart
Kept cutting me with shards from a broken heart
Fall asleep in my arms like it was nothing to you
Now you're gone and

I just want you next to me but that's all a dream
Broken like you
That thing between your eyes
But you act like nothing's fucking wrong
I can't do this by myself
Please tell me why I ruin
Every fucking thing that I've ever loved
Ever touched
I know I'll never be enough for you