​bell’s line of road

[Verse 1]
She said: "hold me"
But I can't promise I'll feel it I'm seeing stars
Is it haunting that theres no pain from a blade if it's sharp enough
And the gauze sits tight over covered scars
But, it's damp with blood and it smells of rot
Sweat soaked nights in a bricked out yard
With my carved up fingers spilling fat 'n tar
And I'm barely concious, but I'll never yawn
As I stare straight faced at this silent dawn
And I'm such a sucker for a pretty face
When she looks at me, I just melt 'n place
Signals sent are so badly mixed
As my head is empty like a bedroom sit
And I write these songs whеn I'm feeling sick
'cause a state of panic is how I exist
So I numb mysеlf and try to take away the things that make me care
Don't pretend you were there

[Verse 2]
My heart beats heavy hidden in my chest
'n I feel the blood flow out the wound in my neck
'n I've said this before, but your face drags the air from my chest
If you laid me down, I'd do the rest
Please do not fret
Honestly? I'm still miserable
But, it's not your fault, we were both involved
And I am not but a shit stained mark
On her polaroids of a bedroom wall
So I sit and I just drink myself to death again for one more night
I'ma fuck up my life
I just hate the fact I'm tired all the god damn time