Belittling little idiot

(Verse 1)
All the hate inside me I'm lost in it
If you hate me I get it it's all fitting
Thought I had something going
When I was not kidding
Now I'm making a joke outta myself
And its...

(Verse 2)
Taking over me
Living life as the older me
Rolling over, over and over
I won't go to sleep
And I know you know how I feel
Real feelings is killing me!
Why are we separated with beef
Don't have an epiphany!
Thinking of myself from the point of view of the little me
Belittling little idiot
Sentence that would fit for me
If you come then you come finished
You're wasting all your time with me
And the times that you're all in it is great
So don't go to sleep

(Verse 3)
Safe but I can't stay with the pace
So I run away
Problems that I causing i won't solve
If I stay this way
It's a hit and then a miss
For the misfit that's a hit away
From staying sober, and fucking up
Having to miss a day
Hoping that I find what I need
On the missing tape
That I kept in a safe in the basement
For a rainy day
Aggressive little shit from the jump
Jump off a cliff today!
If you're living life like a chump
Then just dig the grave