Believe In Us

Verse 1: Awon
In the beginning it was fat blunts, a whole lot of laughs
Pursuit of happiness, so we spent a lot of cash
Grew in company, not even trying to get the ass
Best summer in my life, I wish it could last
But that was the past, baggage chasing me
On both of us, we weathered the storm faithfully
I don't know where maturity is taking me
My heart been aching me, it feel like lately we been
Growing apart, I wanted to stay the same
Can’t let old age, come in and change the game
Even change your name, acknowledge all my claims
But who put out the flames, they say true love is pain
I'm ignorant to your feelings, you need sexual healing but
I'm numb inside, I can't figure out the void
So I laid here annoyed, and oi, have I destroyed the only one I trust
There's only one of us

Verse 2: Awon
I ain't been the same since the day Kareem died
For seven days and nights I cried, inside
Cause I prophesize, still got love, I feel guilt
But that's spoilt milk and I'm boyish built
I feel bad when you think I'm mad for no reason
Feel like I'm making a path for you leaving
Cause my attitude's without gratitude, I ain't mad at you
I just wish I could afford us a pad or two
See I'm Kate Black for you, I'm Ronald Ardley
Because even if I die, I will always come back for you
I'm the lesser half of you, you the backbone
That keep the tracks warm, proud to be, Mrs. Antwan
I respect that, I just can't show it
In the ways I want to, so I hope I don't blow it
That's the life of a poet, a chess game or stress made
Baby I want to give you less pain

Verse 3: Awon
I'll admit responsibility is a bit much
Fatherhood being a provider when you fucked up
Want to give my kids everything, you a bigger wedding ring
I'm looking at collections in cut-off notices
The reason I'm exposing this is anxiety
If I don't express it, my soul will just die in me
Even though I murder these microphones
I'm still past due so I'm taking out a title loan
My black thoughts are rooted in harmony
You got a pardon me for all of my brutal honesty
It bothers me, to see us drifting
So I had to spit you something uplifting
The night's get darker, the day's get brighter
Reminiscing on the times when we were much tighter
Love supersedes you are everything I need
Together we achieve, hold my hand if you believe