Being Me

[Verse 1: Caspr]
Boy your shit's too trash, your shit too ass
Nobody wanna play your music
Know how I was skipping that class?
I was ditching that class?
At thirteen, I was abusing and my mother knew I was abusing
All the bad shit, I put it through
Mama if I gonna make you cry I'm a put that shit into my music
Yeah that bitch broke my heart, I lose it
I don't wanna act too stupid
I don't wanna act so foolish
I don't wanna ruin this moment (yeah)
Baby you use it
All my heartbeat go through
All my little life I knew it
I knew it (yeah yeah)
It's the outcome and the words and the emotions
It's really on me, do the difference and do the change
And do the difference between
Everything's going right
As if nothing is turning up green
It's nothing to me
It's nothing you wouldn't believe mе
I'm looking inside of my head
This shit got easy
I don't rеally wanna talk
I don't really wanna talk
I don't need me
No you don't believe me
I'm throwing up, I get queasy
I'ma make this shit happy
Oh, I'ma make this shit easy

[Hook: Caspr]
You wouldn't believe me
No you wouldn't wanna be me
Walk a mile in my shoes
This shit ain't easy
You ain't even listen to me
This shit isn't legit
This shit isn't legit
People come around for the benefit
Sometimes it's good, she getting it
I think I really need a better bitch
I'm a wet a bitch, she a wet bitch
I do it better than she ever been

[Verse 2: Caspr]
Stole my heart, this shit too far
You really wanna play my music
I take these drugs, I take these bars
Everything that I do, I abuse it
And I know that I really going through it
And I all put this shit in my music
And my heart, baby, I'ma lose it
My heart, baby, I'ma lose it
Me and my mother know
And my mother, she know that I'm using it
Everything I put her through it
All the years of this shit that I'm using
And I really think I wanna stop
But I don't think I really wanna do it
And she don't pay no attention
Man, I feel so useless
I should've killed this like Josh
It's too late now I'm outside
When I do this like that
When I do this like that
That boy wanna come back
He can't do it like that
He can't do it like this
I'ma take his bitch
Figure out she love this
Figure out she remembers this
Get way too high, get way too high, get way too high, bitch
I wanna give me a hug
I want a band on my wrist
I might just glow in your bitch

[Hook: Caspr]
You wouldn't believe me
No you wouldn't wanna be me
Walk a mile in my shoes
This shit ain't easy
You ain't even listen to me
This shit isn't legit
This shit isn't legit
People come around for the benefit
Sometimes it's good, she getting it
I think I really need a better bitch
I'm a wet a bitch, she a wet bitch
I do it better than she ever been

[Verse 3: Keagan Hoffman]
Keep a pistol in my pocket Cause I feel a little schizo
Okay, please don't judge me, that's what people did to me
Fuck my mental health, Yeah, this shit is a curse
I hope I could've changed it, make it all reverse
Smoking on some dope high as hell drinking purp
With my fucking girlfriend, please do not disturb

[Verse 3: Caspr]
Now you taste like dirt
Got a bad bitch, she can't cope
On my swag, on my swag
Swear to God I did it first
I don't wanna get you cursed
Independent and it hurts

[Verse 3: Keagan Hoffman]
Bitch, you're so boring yeah
You're trying to make me yawn
You talking dirty to me
And she kissed me on my neck
Yeah, bitch, you a try hard
Maybe you could try hard
I don't want to talk to them
I don't want to talk to them
I don't want to talk to you
I don't want to talk to her
I don't want to talk to him
I don't give a fuck no more
You could leave me alone