BEING ME

[HOOK]:

Yeah, leave me alone, I'm on DND
Before I blow up like some TNT
Some shit you don't know, ain't no TMZ
Rent free in my head and ain't no BNB
Had to cut off all the weakest links
Now I got no one, I'm free to think
Yeah, now I got no one, it's me and me
Yeah, I'm sorry, not sorry, I'm being me

[VERSE]:

Doing it alone, I don't need no help
Ever since you left, I ain't doing too well
But I'd rather do drugs, be by myself
Go ahead, judge, like you know how it feels
Because I don't give a fuck when I'm off the pills
I get a rush, I don't care if it kills
At least I'm good at hiding
Run away from problems
Pretend that I don't ever got 'em
What's another option
Besides being numb and being rotten
Just pretend I'm vibing
But in my head, it's really violent
It's gotta be some more to life than drama
Paying taxes, worried about my comma's
The music that I make be stressing mama
I need Jesus drowning in the water
Demons at my feet just like piranhas
Trying to pry me down to burn like marijuana
I'm hot, I'm burning up just like a sauna
That's the tea for me, no Arizona
Trynna find my peace before it's over
But I can't seem to see it when I'm sober
I can see the light, it's getting closer
Like that, it's gone, I need to keep composure
Pop a bean, my heart is beating slower
Record off yellow pills, I'm hitting homers
At least if this shit kills me, I'm a donor
Just pray to God my family get some closure

[HOOK x2]:

Yeah, leave me alone, I'm on DND
Before I blow up like some TNT
Some shit you don't know, ain't no TMZ
Rent free in my head and ain't no BNB
Had to cut off all the weakest links
Now I got no one, I'm free to think
Yeah, now I got no one, it's me and me
Yeah, I'm sorry, not sorry, I'm being me