Behind Closed Doors

[Chorus]
We all have to fight our own wars
We all have our demons behind closed doors
When my demons start to creep
I start to lose my sleep
I’ll say goodbye to my vanity
And say hello to my insanity

[Verse 1]
I’m so sick of these voices, these demons
They keep on fucking screaming
And I keep praying I’m only dreaming
I just need another reason
To push on with this, to be alright
But now I’m losing the fight
I’ve lost most my battles, I only won some
But now the real war has begun
God I know I keep addressing
I only need another blessing
I’m too scared to expressing
To explain my bad depression
I don’t wanna keep on stressing
Am I the only one who faces all this pain?
Does anyone suffer just the same?
I feel so alone
Dial the hotline, just a dial tone
Forget the phone
I’m leaving home
From the bottom of a bottle, straight up to the top
I listen to my demons way more often then not
I’m just gonna write, I’m way to scared to talk

[Chorus]
We all have to fight our own wars
We all have our demons behind closed doors
When my demons start to creep
I start to lose my sleep
I’ll say goodbye to my vanity
And say hello to my insanity

[Verse 2]
What do I do when I have nowhere left to crawl?
What do I do when I thought I knew it all?
Surrounded by people who would just let me fall
Do you not know I would lie for you?
Sit here and cry for you
Do you not know I would die for you?
Look at me, do you see a lifetime of emptiness?
All alone, and now there’s nothing left
Another bad dream, I can no longer sleep
Why do these demons only haunt me?
When I get up off the ground
I see blackness all around
I guess I’ll just give out a little prayer
Kiss it off into the air
Goes into the sky, straight to nowhere

[Chorus]
We all have to fight our own wars
We all have our demons behind closed doors
When my demons start to creep
I start to lose my sleep
I’ll say goodbye to my vanity
And say hello to my insanity

[Verse 3]
I need a little glory
Just a boring story
Dying slow is starting to bore me
Am I too far to go back?
Or is my heart just too black?
It’s such a fucking shame
To know people suffer just the same
I’m so scared to be this alone
But I’m so scared to go back home
I can’t hold back, you couldn’t stop me if you tried
You can’t put out the fire the burns inside
But I’m way to scared, so I’ll just stay and hide!