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[Intro]
I met you behind closed doors
I can't move until you do
Eyes won't change, so lie instead
Just try to move from me
Just try to move

[Chorus]
Or pick your side
You've got all of me, all of me undecided
Avoid a catastrophe, won't you please, at all costs
It's scaring me, getting me horrified
This tragedy will hold me far behind

[Verse 1]
Look, everything I've done was just a waste of time (time)
But I'm here, 18 years, I still feel fine, sorry
I can't help but lie, sorry
When you look me in the eyes, can you see what I'm hiding?
I just gotta look out for the better days
18 years and I still compensate with nothing
But fake words and faces
I got to embrace me
Gotta learn to face me
Why won't that phase me?
Why won't that phase me?

[Pre-Chorus]
Freaking out but you think I'm alright
Got me stressed in the nighttime
Hurry up, make up your mind
Don't waste my life

[Chorus]
Or pick your side
You've got all of me, all of me undecided
Avoid a catastrophe, won't you please, at all costs
It's scaring me, getting me horrified
This tragedy will hold me far behind

[Sample]
That's so weird though
Why's that weird?

[Bridge]
Don't waste my life
Don't waste my life
Don't waste my life
Don't waste my life
Don't waste my life

[Outro]
Future ain't fact and you better learn that
I've been breaking my back just tryna relax
And I think I'm 'boutta relapse and I can't beat that so
Forward is behind I'm done living in this future past