Beginning

[Hook]
Take me back to the beginning
That was way back then when shit was different
Yeah at least now I'm up but I'm still sinning
Know my fam ain't proud of how I'm living, yeah
Take me back to the beginning
That was way back then when shit was different
Yeah at least now I'm up but I'm still sinning
Know my fam ain't fond of how I'm living, yeah

[Verse 1]
I ain't ever had a plan B
Depression beating my ass, the drugs handy
You praying for me to fall, I'm still standing
You hate to see me evolve, you can't stand me
Pouring up another cup, no Stanley
Turned a good girl to a thot, outstanding
When I'm done, toss her to the block like candy
Don't call mе your bro 'cause I am not your family
Nah, we ain't smooth like that
Evеrybody fake, seeing how they move like that
Fuck it, anyways, I'll just get right to my bag
Empty off the plate, nothing left for you, my bad

[Hook]
Take me back to the beginning
That was way back then when shit was different
Yeah at least now I'm up but I'm still sinning
Know my fam ain't proud of how I'm living, yeah
Take me back to the beginning
That was way back then when shit was different
Yeah at least now I'm up but I'm still sinning
Know my fam ain't fond of how I'm living, yeah

[Verse 2]
Ducking all the bullshit
Dodging everything fake, that's a code 6
Let me let go of some weight without o6
Another blunt to the face, now I'm floating
Make music 'cause I hate being open
My ex bitch hated that, so we broke up
Hate that it's been awhile since we've spoken
At least I'm getting paid, I don't need no love
Couldn't if I wanted to 'cause I'm so numb
Even though I want it, makes me wanna throw up
Even if I managed to, it'd be disposed of
This morning I was pissed as fuck that I woke up

[Hook]
Take me back to the beginning
That was way back then when shit was different
Yeah at least now I'm up but I'm still sinning
Know my fam ain't proud of how I'm living, yeah
Take me back to the beginning
That was way back then when shit was different
Yeah at least now I'm up but I'm still sinning
Know my fam ain't fond of how I'm living, yeah