Before The Outro

Hm, this is right before the outro. It's bout to get real personal
Can't help but feel like I'm supposed to be here
Cheated death so many times I swear have no fear
Four eyed nigga but my vision clear
Enough to see that 2020 is gone be my year
But then again maybe not fuck it I've worked a lot
So if this my last stop then I will stop at the top
And if this album flops, it won't be the last I drop
You see to me this shit right here means more than the guap
More than the guap, more than the fame
More then having loving fans screaming my name
Cuz if I wasn't making music I would go insane
The type of shit that make you put a bullet through your brain
Don't get it twisted this not a cry for help
I guarantee you I'm strong enough to handle all of this shit by myself
But, since everybody cares about mental health
I figured I would talk about my mental health
To be honest I'm just playing the game with the cards that I was dealt

I stay focused on my craft
When I make it I will last
Every single one of you niggas who doubt it kiss my ass
I get better every rhyme
I focus on every line
So when they ask me how I did it I'm gone tell them play my tracks
Yeah nigga play it back
I didn't make it this far just for me to walk it back
I'm shooting straight for the top
Told you I will never stop
This the hardest shit I've dropped
It won't be the last I drop

I thought I'd be a rich nigga by now
In my twenties, getting lit, hit the club ball out
And every ho who turned me down tell them all look at me now
Used to laugh at the fucking nerd look who's looking like a clown
I would never simp over a thot thot but I get the appeal
Cuz that bap be too serious, it just might get you killed
But I gotta stay focused, cuz I'm trynna make a mill
And all of you niggas who wasn't with me working in the field
Can die slow bitch, yeah die slow bitch
I'm the type to burn bridges, burn slow bitch
I'm done playing games with you niggas know this
Your jealousy and envy never went unnoticed
Niggas say they play my music just to ask for favors
Hit them niggas with a pass watch them show their colors
Have you watching on the sideline spectators
Chant my fucking name Spectrum the Originator