Before It All Changes

So you made it out
Like you meant to
Now you're scared that they'll all forget you
I'd take it back
If only they'd let you

Before it all changes
I ask you for one last wish
Remember me for me
But I want to change, so I'm going to change

Thinking back to fucking 10th grade I was so good at math
Didn't say a word in the back of the class
Friends was hooping, shooting shots that I would just pass
Suicidal thoughts back then was kicking my ass
Thinking how the fuck I'm gonna deal with all this trauma
They would call me "dirt" 'cause I'm a foreigner
Said I couldn't rap but I'ma do it if I want to
And now I'm center stage as the performer

Before it all changes (Before it all changes)
I ask you for one last wish (I ask you for one last wish)
Remember me for me (Me for me)
But I want to change, so I'm going to change (I'm going to change)

Told you I give up
Then you called my bluff
And you hit me up
Said "you in or what?"
So I packed my bag and I hit the road that night
Been four years since I last been home and I
Never thought I'd feel so alive
Can't recall the last time I cried
Like I did the end of July
I know all my fans must be losing

Faith
I need space
At this rate
I'll keep falling on my face
Just how long
Will I take?
Does October sound okay?
Been so long
Like a year
I just hope it's not too late
Wrote this song
For you my dear