Before I Was Caught

Sometimes I have too long to think
And it all becomes way too much
All the things that I want and need in life
Seem like the things I'll never
I'll never ever touch

I don't deserve the best
The best I will settle with all
With all the restless rest
And I will sleep my days away
While the others will just
A-try their best

And then it comes to me
My thoughts were all
Were all inside my head
I control my destiny

Until I'm lying
I'm lying
I'm lying
Alone in bed

I raise my head to fail and try
I try to squeeze out a single thought
But then I fall
I fall asleep
And dream about before
Before I was caught

Before I was caught
Before I was caught
Before I was caught
Before I was caught
Before I was caught