Before I Go

I keep waking up at night
I got you on my mind
The memories we made are still so fresh that I'm blind
I wanna take it all back
I wish I had another chance
I wanna tell you that I'm doing fine at a glance

But I'm not
And I miss
Every text
Every wish
I just stay up at night
Tryna make it all right
But I can’t
And I know
That you’re not
Coming home
I don’t want you to leave
Please just lay here with me
Before I go
Before I go

I've been wondering
How you felt about
You and I cuz we
Had a falling out
I don’t wanna relapse
I don’t want another fall back now
I don't wanna have to worry bout us
I can’t worry bout trust
I can’t fall back down

I'm just so tired of this
All this shit breaking my tolerance
I'm losing my mind thru all of it
How you build it back up just to follow it
Down, down to the ground
All that I worked for’s irrelevant now
Stay in my room and I'm thinking out loud
Thought that I finally got over you now

But I'm not
And I miss
Every text
Every wish
I just stay up at night
Tryna make it all right
But I can’t
And I know
That you’re not
Coming home
I don’t want you to leave
Please just lay here with me
Before I go
(I'm just so tired of this)
(All this shit breaking my tolerance)
(I'm losing my mind thru all of it)
(How you build it back up just to follow it)
Before I go
(Down, down to the ground)
(All that I worked for’s irrelevant now)
(Stay in my room and I'm thinking out loud)
(Thought that I finally got over you now)