​before i fade

[Verse 1]
If I could be happy
Could be nicer
Could be classy
Maybe then I’d be a picture-perfect friend
If I was never crappy
Never tired
Never trashy
Maybe then I’d be the perfect girl instead

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know you don’t think that but it’s not opinionated
It’s just a simple fact and you shouldn’t debate it
It’s true, I’m just a bore
Just a stupid whore
With a lack of luster
A desperate lover, but

[Chorus]
You don’t seem to care
About the way I never do my hair
And how I barely ever write you back
If anything you give me too much slack
But any day you'd start to cry
‘Cause you can’t stand to say goodbye
And I just want you to tell me why

[Verse 2]
Why I make you happy
And you think I’m nice
Like I treat you classy
But, baby, that's far from right
‘Cause I’m always crappy
Pulling sleepless nights
I’ll be forever trashy
Until the very end of time

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know you don’t think that but it’s not opinionated
It’s just a simple fact and you shouldn’t debate it
It’s true, I’m just a bore
Just another whore
With a lack of luster
A talentless lover

[Bridge]
Oh, I’m just a girl who’s losing sleep
And I’d better off dead in a creek
I just don't understand what you see in me (see in me)
Because I'm just another stupid girl who’s fallen for you
And I don't know why

[Chorus]
You don’t seem to care
About the way I never do my hair
And how I barely ever write you back
If anything you give me too much slack
But any day you'd start to cry
‘Cause you can’t stand to say goodbye
And I
Oh, I
Just want you to tell me-