Been Waiting

Been trying to write a song now, for fifteen days
Don’t remember how to do it, and my memory fades
Guess it’d help to play a guitar, and write down some words
I thought it’d all just come to me, that it’s what I deserve
So I’ve been waiting, at least I think so
Spending my time, biding that time, and the pain don’t show
I’ve been waiting, I think I know so
Gotta give myself some benefits, don’t you know?
Been trying to make a change now, for such a long time
Don’t know how I expect to do it, by walking this line
Guess I’ll take my chances, and start kicking the doubt
Leaving it all up to the spirit world just hasn’t worked out
So I’ve been waiting, at least I think so
Taking refuge in silence, while the full moon glows
Yeah, I’ve been waiting, I think I know so
But I haven’t got anything yet, and the wind still blows
I got lost in the things that I was feeling
And the ice pellets fell, and time was a-wheelin’
I wake up two months ago, with a feeling I was damaged
Then keeping my feet on the ground was all that I could manage
Walked in from the outside, I was feeling pretty cold
I took a hit from the boss man, I guess I’d been told
Couldn’t tell what I’d done wrong, ’cause I’d got there on time
So I went back into myself where the opinions were mine
Yeah, I’ve been waiting, at least I think so
Spending my time, biding that time, and the pain don’t show
Yeah, I’ve been waiting, I think I know so
But I haven’t got anything yet, and the wind still blows