Been Awhile

Been Awhile:

Intro: What is love?

Verse 1: Love is what I felt when I first saw you, I adore you/and every time I think about you, I just mourn you/I just wanna hold you/baby that's the whole truth/but what scares me is maybe that I'm just missing the old you/I ain't seen you in a month, maybe two, maybe three man I lost count/I've been going through my phone, I've been going through your pictures and looking through your social media accounts/then I see you've got a boyfriend, and I get jealous/then I go to send you a text and I regret it/I know that I look pathetic/I know I shouldn't have said it/and when I check to see if you replied, then it's saying that you read it damn/I don't even know what to say/I just think about the memories you're throwing away/I'm just hoping that you miss me and you're doing okay/I'm just wishing you were with me, I ain't doing okay/then you threaten a restraining order/I should get my brain in order/now you're trying to tell me that you hate me but I can't afford to/let you go... the only reason that I even messaged you was so that I could let you know that

Chorus: I know I ain't seen you in a long time/I know that you've been doing your own thing/I know I ain't seen you in awhile/I just wanna know how you're doing X2

Verse 2: You're the first girl I ever kissed/I never told you that, I guess I just kinda wished/that I was yours/so that we could share the same feeling/we could share the same intimacy at the same minute/yeah, and I remember on our first date/me and you went to the park, it was Thursday/I looked into your eyes and I was sure fate/wanted us to be together, this would never turn fake/now you act like I don't even exist!/I fucking begged you to stay! Now you're sucking his dick?/it's been like 4 years, but to you that doesn't mean shit/now you're telling me to leave cuz "I'm done with this shit?"/fine, bitch, you fucking want me to leave?/I don't need you in my life, I don't need you to breathe/if I mean nothing to you, then you mean nothing to we/you threw away 4 years, now I want you to bleed (AHHH!)

Chorus: I know I ain't seen you in a long time/I know that you've been doing your own thing/I know I ain't seen you in awhile/I just wanna know how you're doing X2

Verse 3: I remember when I first proposed/tears in your eyes, but you said no/you tried to pull away, but I pulled you close/I grabbed your hand, you said let go/I don't think you understand, I can't let you go/you're my first love, you were my first hope/and I'm still in love but my heart's been broke/and if you want nothing to with me then I'll watch you choke!/and I hope that you are genuinely happy!/you went behind my back and then you stabbed me/you took everything I had and then you stabbed me!/I want you to look at me and tell me that you're happy!/(change in beat) I want you to tell me that you're happy/tell me that you love him more than me, that you're happy/tell me that if we could never speak, you'd be happy/tell me that if we could never be, you'd be happy/I just want you to be happy... yeah, I just want you to be happy... yeah

Chorus: I know I ain't seen you in a long time/I know that you've been doing your own thing/I know I ain't seen you in awhile/I just wanna know how you're doing X3