Been a while

Heaven has never been this close
I don't want to let you go
I know its been a while but I’d still try to keep us alive

I've been working on myself
I never thought that you could be so distant
I've been working on my health
I never thought that it could be so different
Running from the life you gave me
I see your future’s all without me
I can't deny, it's always fazed me, but i'll go through it alone

I've been thinking about you lately
You don't know that you still drive me crazy
But the memories of us turn hazy and now i'm on my own
I've been losing my mind, so shaky
Been holding on for just a "Maybe"
But i guess it never comes this easy
I’m better off alone

Heaven has never been this close
I don’t want to let you go
I know its been a while but id still try to keep us alive

I know it's been a long time coming
But you could’ve given me a warning sign
I've been on the phone, can't help thinking
Whats on your mind, did we give it a fair try?
I know its inevitable, our loves gone cold
But you cut the ropes
Couldn't help it, I know, you cared for me
But your loyalty just wasn’t for me

I've been thinking about you lately
You don't know that you still drive me crazy
But the memories of us turn hazy and now i'm on my own
I've been losing my mind, so shaky
Been holding on for just a "Maybe"
But i guess it never comes this easy
I'm better off alone

Heaven has never been this close
I don't want to let you go
I know its been a while but I'd still try to keep us alive
Begging for you to hold me close
Never felt a high this low
I know its been a while but id still try to keep us alive

I know our chapters closed
But can i be on the footnotes of your life
I hope that you know that id still try to keep us alive

Heaven has never been this close
I don't want to let you go
I know its been a while but I'd still try to keep us alive

Heaven has never been this close
I don't want to let you go
I know its been a while but I'd still try to keep us alive
Begging for you to hold me close
Never felt a high this low
I know its been a while but id still try to keep us alive

Heaven has never been this close
I don't want to let you go
I know its been a while but I'd still try to keep us alive