Bed Full Of Roses

[Intro]
Family means the most to me
But I still got close ones who close to me
Don't want none of my teachers at the open wake
I wish you was here
Wish you was here

[Chorus]
I like fucking up a check, I'm from the real slums
We used to shootings broad day, pray it don't hit ya
Late nights to the early mornings, I ain't just a night thug
Make it out alive the mud (?) this ain't no bed bug
Life ain't the same no more, I still read em for what it is
They rather see you low
Before all this Bhudda, off shrooms, just used to microdose
They'll help you sink cuz they can't drive the boat
I lead you, don't know how to follow shit like a big boss

[Verse 1]
I know some' wrong, I been feeling off
I stopped the hydro, made me sick, it fuck up my cough
How did I find the right way to go if I was moving lost
Shawty don't you compare me to your next, I make it pay off
Bill Russel, I was on before I even tip off
For the right dollar bills they rip your skin from two sides, rushin' y'all
False claiming they will never get out at night, we was on the hunt
I seen them sit down (?) came from the dungeon
These bitches ain't nun, got a good girl, don' fuck it up
I was feeling down, I need the one I really love
She took my heart, I took a heart, said it's mistrust
I'm a gangster baby and you my 'hun
Was cuddlin' with my gun
I know that made you extra wet
I wanna talk I don't really care about sex
You different and you real sexy
For you I ain't finna be in the red
Young and reckless, we done lived a mess
I was restless, I was thinking about you when I sent the text
How the hell my closes tell me "Die", wished me far from the best
My well being, I want you prosper, don't want you to wreck
We was losing blickies after blickies, catch cases after case
Treat her like a bed full of roses, you know I'ma be safe

[Chorus]
I like fucking up a check, I'm from the real slums
We used to shootings broad day, pray it don't hit ya
Late nights to the early mornings, I ain't just a night thug
Make it out alive the mud (?) this ain't no bed bug
Life ain't the same no more, I still read em for what it is
They rather see you low
Before all this Bhudda, off shrooms, just used to microdose
They'll help you sink cuz they can't drive the boat
I lead you, don't know how to follow shit like a big boss

[Verse 2]
Big boss, it's up up, yeah, for life
You see what we been doing? We rocking shows in Dior
Presidential rollie in the Aventador
If you know my struggle it would have meant more
Had the greatest time, vacation kept me calm
We back to back more than this ping pong
Caught a headshot, comatose so long
You backstab and they got right with you, you ain't gon' make it
They said these niggas ain't good for you
Try play it close and they gon' take you out
They want some interviews, said I made it out
That route was dangerous, superstitious, how I make it to the house?
We was out going brazy, invite the killers over, let them sleep on momma couch
Always keep that sticky on my body, I don't even put it in no pouch
Won't leave you, let's make big moves
Change you want to (?) your body and you get hit too
Try to bash me at my worst that's the real you
I watched them lie, act like I'm wrong
They turn a hater to convince you, hmm
Shawty I miss you, don't feel awful I handle issues
Came to you after my missions with my pistol
You ain't know, don't scream out loud
Check the windows, death ain't win, yeah

[Outro]
R.I.P. all my bloodies, yeah
How the fuck I end up here?