Beautifully Sensitive

Time has passed, you still feel a lack
The days are stacking up like weights on your back
And I know you’re tired, I know you’re exhausted
I wish I could take your place to hold it
But we can’t change
What life has made
It surely ain’t fair
Cause you don’t deserve it
I wish I could stay
Enough for you to feel safe
But we both know that
You will overcome this
Just Like you always did
You have so much to say
But don’t want to bother me with it
And you probably hate yourself

But you’re not a burden
You’re just afraid that
Your traumas will come back
You’ll end up alone
And all of a sudden
You’re drowning in fears
It feels terrifying
And you want it to еnd
But I am by your side
And I’ll be herе

Sometimes my mind becomes my own hell
I'm aware that i'm building my worst nightmare
Cause what i dread
Unconciously I create
I don't wanna let my fears talk for me
Words just come out of my mouth suddently
And i can't help it
And i beat myself up for hurting
Sometimes my inner child takes over me
Suddently i'm three, watching my mother leave
I know you try your best to reassure me
Why don't you give up on me ?
You find it so easy to love me
There's no side of me
That would make you leave
Could you maybe love the pain away ?

When you feel you’re drowning
And these fears speak too loud
Overwhelming feelings
And you start to think about dying
Don’t you listen to a thing they might say
Cause nothing's real and even though you’re
Thinking you’re not strong enough
Or maybe you’re just too soft
Overthinking a lot
And feeling things 10 times stronger
You ain’t anything these fears could have said
You’re just beautifully sensitive

I'm just beautifully sensitive