Beautiful Tragedy

(Verse 1)
Storm's comin', can't stop it
Hit a brick wall man I don't got options
Wanna lift off, go long
Go far and go hard
I'm lost, so far away
Everyday, I pray
But I'm just lost, don't want fame
But I just can't stay in the game
So I move on, don't reminisce
Say the wrong thing people get pissed
Say shit it's a swing or a miss
And last time it was a miss
So I move on, don't stay in it
Label full of artists but I can't hit
Don't care, go long
This one, planned all along
Waited for the day I took first place
Waited for the day man I just paced
Waited for the day man I wanna stay
Waited for the day, tryna not fade away
So I pray, I'm sayin' it
Let it all loose not keepin' it
I know God's in my mind
So that's why I'm so divine
I lift off, don't wanna end it
Gotta move on don't sit in it
Live your life don't waste it
And I'm not goin' out basic
Teed off but didn't hit the hole
My life is so far from thе goal
Do I stay or do I go?
I dunno, my life has been a-

(Hook)
Beautiful tragedy
I keep pursuin' this sadly
I'm trappеd for all eternity
But you'll never get rid of me!
I'm running out of time (You're running out of time)
Running out of time (Running out of time)
You're running out of time
Running out of time

(Verse 2)
The voices, they wanna end it
'Cause all of them keep talkin' shit
Wonderin' how I deserve this
Where was my promised bliss?
Sittin' in this cold room
Nothin' in my head but gloom
Overwhelming sense of doom
I feel the room shift, they set him loose
Hear the rain tap on the glass
Reminisce when I used to laugh
Now I'm lost and in last
Back when they kicked my ass
It's another night with another fight
Another light wanna grab a knife
Swear to God if they do it again
Imma end up takin' a life
You decide, you decide
I'll turn the tide!
Give me one more night
Drive them to suicide
I was born into nothin'
I earned all this
So when I'm in first place
You better not get pissed
I've made my mark I'm here to stay
Dissolve's here, better learn the name
It's my year, imma shine
One more life, one more night
I stand on the edge, wanna fly
Got my wings, gonna take off tonight
Don't wait for me, I'll be gone
See me in the after life

(Hook)
Beautiful tragedy
I keep pursuin' this sadly
I'm trapped for all eternity
But you'll never get rid of me!
I'm running out of time (You're running out of time)
Running out of time (Running out of time)
You're running out of time
Running out of time

(Verse 3)
I know God is lookin' at me
I'm dealin' with this tragedy
Yet what happens is somehow
We keep having to up and leave
Can't count how many schools
Can't count how many homes
Can't cope with all this gloom
Can't count all my foes
I'm anxious and alone
Never forget the mobile home
I don't want y'all on my phone
I'll hit you with the same ringtone
I'm sick and tired of the hate
I just wanna play the game
I don't want all the fame
I just wanna stay in my lane
I'll rise up from the ashes
Don't want camera flashes
Paparazzi but I'm past it
Grab my Glock, better pass it
Better stay inside of your residence
If you wanna save your relatives
Don't wanna abandon ship
So better call that ambulance
Still unsigned but I made it
Better get off of your fake shit
I remember when I was fakin'
Quiet down like your name is Caidan
I'm in the studio writin' all night
Gonna start a fire tonight
If I don't cool it down
Someone better come save me now
Go ahead you can see me now
Remember when I wanted to leave
Back when I was startin' to think
This rap shit wasn't for me
Weak hearted but fierce in the mind
Everyday I'm goin' overtime
The clock's tickin' I'm 0 for 5
Don't know if I'm gonna survive
Slow it down, wanna pray
Slow it down, gotta pray
Worship The Lord today
Wanna save my grace!
I call God but not enough
My life is gettin' tough
Do I wanna give up?
Or do I wanna find my love?
On shit don't profit
Hard to when I'm locked in
My mind is like a prison
Reflectin' 8 prisms
I'm a total perfectionist
Might be egocentric
All my songs go A-list
But I stay humble like I'm Kendrick
I've gone and lost the key
Guess there's no more door
Lost the key to the city
Now I'm fiendin' for more
Don't want to stop this
Don't want to lock this
Don't want to lose this
Don't want to live this

(Hook)
Beautiful tragedy
I keep pursuin' this sadly
I'm trapped for all eternity
But you'll never get rid of me!
I'm running out of time (You're running out of time)
Running out of time (Running out of time)
You're running out of time
Running out of time
Beautiful tragedy
I keep pursuin' this sadly
I'm trapped for all eternity
But you'll never get rid of me!
I'm running out of time (You're running out of time)
Running out of time (Running out of time)
You're running out of time
Running out of time