Beautiful Psychotic Double Suicide

[Verse 1: Smallz One]
The most beautiful, edible, tormented face
I can read his mind, there was nothing to say
So far away, yeah right here with me
'Cause we share a hell and we will eternally
'Cause internally, so deep within
The perfection of him is a taste of your sin
We will meet again 'cause his soul is mine
As mine is his till the end of time
Never have I felt this but I knew that it was coming
A tormented man, his misery is stunning
I feed off his and he eats mine up
My confession? I'm obsessed as fuck
In an unhealthy way, this I know for sure
'Cause I'm murderin' sluts just so we can stay pure
Just so I'm the only woman that is crossin' his path
'Cause if I see another bitch, it's gonna be a bloodbath
Experience the wrath, let it penetrate your back
The glory of this man is in my grasp
And I won't let go till he says so
But even then I can't guarantee that though
'Cause I know after this there is no other
Even in death, he will be my lover
Motherfucker, what did you do?
Why am I psychotically in love with you?
Why am I addicted to fucking you?
I trust in you, 'cause of what you do
But I will kill you if you are untrue
On the road that's ahead, there ain't nothing I won't do

[Chorus: Smallz One]
It's a beautiful psychotic kind of thing we got
Yes, binded souls until we rot
Ain't no goin' back now, 'cause our past is diminished
I won't leave until I'm finished
I just wanted you to know
You make me sick with love and I won't let go
You make me sick with love more than you fuckin' know
Suicide is the way we will go
It's a beautiful psychotic kind of thing we got
Yes, binded souls until we rot
Ain't no goin' back now, 'cause our past is diminished
I won't leave until I'm finished

[Verse 2: Smallz One]
You are the light in this dark hole that I call home
And if that light goes out, I refuse to be alone
No way in hell will I ever go back
To the cold solitude with the fuckin' pitch black
Matter of fact, I can't bear that thought
No longer can I keep the inevitable on pause
It's me, Smallz, the crystal, whatever (Whatever)
I'll be with you forever
Yes, you are mine forever, and ever, and ever
Never say never, I will soon prove this
I'm sorry my love, but I have to do this
The truest, the one that you need
The one that will eventually make you bleed
The one that will inevitably make you scream
Then we lay down and he looked at me
I could feel his pain pierced right through mine
I wiped his tears and he kissed my eyes
We said goodbye, then we welcomed suicide
I yearned for him as he slowly died
Then I held his hand and waited for my time
Even in hell, he creates sunshine
I arrived in death and he was waiting for me
In his demonic form, he smiled gloriously
And we are one beyond this realm
So many others, but we only see ourselves
So many others, but we only see us
So many others, but we don't give a fuck

[Chorus: Smallz One]
It's a beautiful psychotic kind of thing we got
Yes, binded souls until we rot
Ain't no goin' back now, 'cause our past is diminished
I won't leave until I'm finished
I just wanted you to know
You make me sick with love and I won't let go
You make me sick with love more than you fuckin' know
Suicide is the way we will go
It's a beautiful psychotic kind of thing we got
Yes, binded souls until we rot
Ain't no goin' back now, 'cause our past is diminished
I won't leave until I'm finished