Beautiful, pain

Why won't you listen to me please
Tell me that i'll be okay
Don't wanna keep all these secrets
I feel I've something to say

Beautiful, beautiful pain
After you what will remain
Am i the same

Why do you fill me with bad thoughts
Tricking me that i'm no good
For all my boys, i'll be stronger
I make me feel like i should

Beautiful, beautiful pain
Clouds holding onto the rain
Am i the same

What kind of artist and human
Daughter, and mother, and wife
Would i be without all of the sorrow
Walking myself through this life
But it opened my heart
So much of who i am

Beautiful, beautiful pain
Clouds letting go of the rain
Look- there's a rainbow

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
And i'm the same