Beautiful Distraction

Got a guilty mind
Got a good heart but don't have the time I
Need to let you know now that I can never be the one to hold us down so
I'm letting you know that I'm letting you go
You don't care that I'm sorry
Nah just letting you know that this life isn't for me

Wait maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I'm hiding my fears in this song
When I get older and all of this changes
I'll be the one with the multiple faces
Yeah she said I don't know where your heart is
And that's what the hardest part is

We, we both know our demons
They don't dance together
They're singing different songs
I really gotta keep my focus
You're a beautiful distraction, beautiful distraction
We, we both know our demons
They don't dance together
They're singing different songs
I really gotta keep my focus
You're a beautiful distraction, beautiful distraction

If love's a game I'll reset the score
Hide my pain in this metaphor
Let a chord ring I'll sing to the melody
Ignoring everything that my heart keeps telling me
Wow
I know I got issues
When I say that I miss you
How the hell can I say that when I never fight for you I just lay back

And I bet you know that this isn't love Its just sympathy votes
Something we have that is giving false hope
Dying together but living alone
So now I know that's where my heart is
And that's what the hardest part is
We, we both know our demons
They don't dance together
They're singing different songs
I really gotta keep my focus
You're a beautiful distraction, beautiful distraction

Honest, this was never something I wanted Now all this talking is toxic
And I've been thinking it so often
I need to breathe alone now
Honest, this was never something I wanted Now all this talking is toxic
And I've been thinking it so often
I need to breathe alone now
I need to breathe alone now

We, we both know our demons
They don't dance together
They're singing different songs
I really gotta keep my focus
You're a beautiful distraction, beautiful distraction
We, we both know our demons
They don't dance together
They're singing different songs
I really gotta keep my focus
You're a beautiful distraction, beautiful distraction