Beautiful Disaster

[Verse 1]
You wanna be on your own but I don't wanna let you go
I reach out, you walk away
Feels colder than December, when will I ever see you again?
I live in hope every day

[Pre-Chorus]
Running away doesn't make it better
Nowhere to run, to escape

[Chorus]
Like a beautiful disaster, here I am the morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
Like a hurricane in summer, holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Beautiful

[Verse 2]
I try to make the best of things but really who am I kidding?
I'm barely breathing every day, yeah
And you're out there some place somewhere
Oblivious to my despair
While you're sleeping, I'm awake, do you know?

[Pre-Chorus]
Pull me from the wreckage, pull me through it
And just get me through the night, I'll be okay

[Chorus]
Like a beautiful disaster, here I am the morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
I'm like a hurricane in summer, holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Like a beautiful, beautiful disaster

[Bridge]
I don't know if I'll make it
I don't know if I'll make it through
But it's like I'm living every day for you

[Chorus]
Like a beautiful disaster, here I am
I'm picking up all that's left of me
I'm like a hurricane in summer, holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through, yeah
Beautiful, beautiful disaster, disaster